When you're stuck in a rut, go outside

Go out and pay attention to everything. 

I decided to attend a yoga class today. 

Please leave your ego outside of the door 🙏🏼

The class started at 9AM → I ordered Gojek at 8.10AM → the driver arrived around 8.20AM. I was at my parents’ so we’re talking📍Condet to ➡️📍Senopati

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I did the mental gymnastics:

• wadu abangnya lama juga 10 menit baru sampe lokasi pickup
• hmph harusnya kemaren aja w yoga
• gila banget sih Jakarta, masa 11KM butuh 40 menit naek motor???!!!

But then like a flipped switch, I know in an instant: it’s me. I’m the problem 😙 

Dah tau berangkat dari Condet kenapa mepet banget? Dah tau Jakarta macetnya gak ngotak, kenapa gak pesen ride dari tadi? Kenapa gak prepare lebih early? Wakakakakaaka 

Then I let it go. I free my brains of all the unproductive shoulda woulda coulda simply by happily blaming myself.

I take full accountability of my actions. 

And that is so f*cking freeing. Buh-bye victim mentality. Life is dynamic, circumstances are bound to be shitty sometimes — but I am always in charge of my thoughts. I can always choose how I’m going to react to things.

I smiled the rest of the way. I arrived at 8:59AM, with only one minute to spare 🤣 the yoga flow was SO good. I did my first assisted pincha, thanks to the instructor! Alhamdulillah I made it. Whatever you’re vibing will come back right at you, so try to send mostly the good ones — good vibes return manyfold 💕